My greatest fear? I am alone

No one wants to be alone, and there is no more job than becoming a pop star.

Ask Lady Gaga.

In 2009-10, raising her reputation was different from what we saw before. One of the first pop stars to take advantage of the Internet’s power, she seemed to exist in the permanent attack of TMZ photos and gossip blogs.

Their appetite was terrible. She had a lot of appearance and sound for three years, and one critics wrote “Madonna’s whole career beyond speed.”

And as her reputation grew, the headline became more hinged. She put Satan’s consciousness on the stage at the London Hotel.

When she attended the 2010 MTV Awards, she wore a dress made of meat, it seemed that no one was joking. GAGA had to present and spend himself as a tabloid’s feed.

On stage, she was the object of worship for fans and little monsters. But those who are not huge know that this kind of worship is a distant illusion.

“I’m alone, Brandon. Every night” Gaga told the stylist in the 2017 documentary 5 -feet 2.

“I was silent from everyone who touched me all day and talked to me all day.”

GAGA, who is now a 38 -year -old technology entrepreneur Michael Polansky, admits that the years of loneliness were afraid of her years.

“I think my greatest fear is myself doing this.” She said to the BBC.

“And I think the biggest gift is my partner, Michael, and I’m in the body injury with him.”

The couple have been together since 2020 and unveiled their engagement at the Venice Film Festival in September. There, Gaga wore a million dollar engagement ring for the first time.

Personally, 18 cart white and rose gold diamonds are brilliant with a huge oval oval of the diamond.

But on the other hand, Gaga sprinkles a smaller, restrained ring with a sport and a few grass on the resin. It turns out this It’s really special.

“Michael actually proposed to me with this lawn bone,” she said.

“Long ago, we were in the backyard, and he told me, ‘How did I propose to you, how do you do it?’

“And I just said.

It was a deep romantic gesture that was sorrowful. Gaga’s backyard in Malibu was previously hosted by her close friend, Sonja Durham, and was just before he died in cancer in 2017.

She recalls the proposal of Polansky.

“To be engaged at age 38 … I was thinking about what was needed to arrive at this moment.”

The feelings ultimately informed the new album, Mayhem.

(Naturally) The blade of the turf is found that the star sings about A.Lover’s kiss in a garden made of thorns“Promise of love in the age of darkness.

She calls it “thank you.” And there may be a reason for fans to thank him.

Mayhem returns the entire throttle return of GAGA to pop. She shows the spin -off albums that have been concentrated in film career and jazz and classical American Songbuk.

Last year, in an interview with Vogue, the singer revealed her as a stupid fiancé in that direction.

“He said, ‘Baby. I love you. You have to make pop music’.” She said.

Polansky added, “I lit her on the Chroma Le Tour.” “I always started making music that always kept it alive and made her happy.”

The approach returns to the Poker Face, Just Dance, and Born This’s Sucker-Punch sound of GAGA’s early hit songs.

She even in Abracadabra “Roman-Mark“The gibberish of bad romance -this time she mentions death, but there is a mention of death,”Morta -O -Gaga“.

In the work of the album, her face is reflected in a broken mirror. In the video, she fights against her previous version.

It has an overwhelming meaning that artist Stefani Germanotta is thinking about her stage Persona.

It is on the head on the track called Perfect Celebrity. “I have become a notorious being“-The lyrics that peel off her humanity like a previous meat costume.

“This is probably the most angry song of my reputation,” she says.

“I made this public persona, which is truly truly in every way, and it was actually a challenge to know where I started and knowing where Lady Gaga was over.

“It took me down.”

How did she reconcile the public and private aspects of her life?

“What I actually realized is that it is healthier. No ~ She has a split line and integrates these two into one man. “She says.

“The most healthy thing for me is that I own my choice to live an artistic life and living an artistic life.

“I like to compose. I like to make music, rehearsal, choreography, stage production, costumes, lighting, and shows.

“It means that it is a Lady Gaga. It is the artist behind it.”

In the previous interview, the musician talked about how it was separated from Lady Gaga. For a while, she believed that the character was responsible for all success and did not contribute.

Mayhem displays the moment of reclaiming the ownership of the music of other producers and artists in the track, as well as “Lady Gaga.”

“When I was young, people got credit for my sound or my image (but), but all the imagination of pop music came from me.

“So I wanted to visit my initial inspiration and career again and own it as my invention at once.”

It was clear that Kaga was excited about this new stage from the beginning.

After performing at the opening ceremony of the Olympic Games last summer, she went to Paris. I played the initial demonstration of her new music For fans gathered outside the hotel.

It was a moment of momentary decision, but I made another effort to restore the spontaneity of her early career.

“This was what I did for almost 20 years, and I played my music before the fans came out,” she says.

“After the performance, we invited fans behind the scenes, and we’ll be hanging out, playing demos and thinking about music.

“After 20 years, I won’t expect people to be happy to listen to your music and meet you. So I wanted to share with them because they were excited to be there.”

As an interviewer, this is a complete moment for me. I finally interviewed Lady Gaga 2009Just Dance ranked first in England.

At the time, she passionately chatted her love for John Lennon, called her “Heroin addict” in English, and promised to send Blue Berry Kiss MP3 by email.

Over the years, I saw her interviews more followed. She wore a ridiculous costume or jet black sunglasses and deliberately put a barrier between her and a reporter.

But the Gaga we meet in New York is the same as 16 years ago.

She easily put it down with “growing and living life.”

“You’re there for your friends, you are there for your family, and meet my amazing fiancé.

She added to the final air as follows:

“I retired from the icon. It ends with love.”